Depressed

Ugh...I feel it...like a dark, black, cloud hanging over me...things are falling apart it seems...everywhere...Im starting to get scared...panic is rising up all over me...body shaking...knees weak...heart pounding...breathing is getting harder...sleep is more of a dream than a reality...the pain is getting far worse...Im scared...Im tired...Im so sick of this...all of it...I can't take much more...