This man has been my best friend, my rock, my heartbeat for more than 2 years now. I love him. I have always loved him. I can honestly say that I can not remember a time where I didn't love him, it's like I loved him from day one. I know that is so corny but it's so true.
He has always been awesome whenever I was in need, even before we dated or got married. Just a great friend to have. He would give you his last dollar and go without just make sure you are ok.
This is the man who was with me every single step of the way when my life was falling apart & I got the dreaded news that my Daddy was not going to make it through the night. The man who held me up in the hallway of ICU because I was to weak to do so myself hours before the first male love of my life faded away & died. The man who crawled down on the floor of the bathroom in our house and just held me & stroked my hair as I lay there crying & scared that Daddy wasn't going to make it, beggin God to let him live. The man who stood beside me held my hand & wiped away my tears at the funeral home for hours as hundreds of people gave us their condolences. The man who walked me down that long path in the church as I had to say the hardest goodbye of my life as the ONLY photo I have of my daddy & kids was projected from the flat screen. The man who helped me feel like life was going to go on when I wasn't sure it was or could.
He is such a wonderful husband. He supports me no matter what. He works his ass of for us. He helps me around the house & with cooking when he can. He is an awesome Dad. He doesn't act like it's a chore to help me with the kids. He loves spending time playing video games with Ryker. He can't wait to come home from a long day at work & pick up his "lil bug" and get her sweet kisses. He truly loves me just for me. As I am. Flaws and all he thinks I am a goddess. I could not ask for more from any man. He is amazing & I will tell anyone, anytime, anyday so.
Jaxson ~ You are my soulmate, my heartbeat, my rock, my best friend, my lover and my world! I am so thankful to have you as my husband. That you chose me to spend this life with you. Together. I love you the most baby!