1/20/08

UGH! Sick of it

Will we ever get it right or are you just going to be like this from now on?
I really can't take much more of this pretend bullshit.
Im scared out of my mind.
Also fuckin pissed.
I dont know if I should cry, scream, hit, run away or give up.
I just want it to be better.
Like it was.
I want to feel the way I did.
Not this.

3 comments:

Tam said...

Darlin I'm not exactly sure what's going on, but I think I have a fair idea.
Drop me an email and we'll chat...
Huge hugs and kisses sweet girl,
I promise it does get easier, not straight away but everything seems to get a little easier.
Love you

*** hunzer *** said...

(((Hugs))) I hope things turn around for you soon. I am going through my own rough personal stuff so I can somewhat relate. Just keep taking care of yourself and that baby in your belly. Hugs!!

oceans5 said...

I don't know what all is going on but I hope it all works out for you sweetie. Just keep focusing on the good like buying lots and lots of pink stuff. It will get better.