3/9/08

A Mother's worry & fear

I have talked openly about my fears of something being wrong with my baby or something happening. Im pretty sure that all mothers & mother's to be go through this. It's just part of human nature, part of that mothering gene, We will always worry about our young. It is something that I am trying very hard to let God take control of. If something does happen or something is wrong then there isn't a thing I can do about it. She is still my child no matter what. Im just scared. I really thought I had gotten over that but after being out & about & reading all of this stuff. I think we as parents really take for granted the blessing that we are given when we are given "perfect" healthy babies. I am terrified to say the least. And I dont even know if there is anything wrong with her. From sono's & everything she looks perfect but you cant be for sure until a baby is here. I just hate that this is creeping back into my life. I wish I could get peace about this. I wish I didnt worry. I just dont want anything to be wrong with my baby. I dont want to fail her. God has truly blessed us with this sweet baby & I know his will, will be done no matter what. I just wish I could let go & trust. Why is this so hard for me? I am asking you guys out here in blog land to say a prayer for me & this baby. To calm my fears & for her health & well being. Thank you. I love you all.

6 comments:

oceans5 said...

I will definitely say a prayer for you and your little girl. When I was preg. all 3 times I was so scared. I had the same fears and everything was great. Each one had a little something wrong when they were born and it all either fixed itself or we took care of it. Macie had to have therapy for her little neck and wore a helmet for a few months because her head WAS mishaped a little bit. All 3 are completely healthy and the doc always comments on how great they are.

It is normal to have those fears. I know you will hold her and realize that you could have relaxed the whole pregnancy. You are going to love having a little girl too. They are SO much fun. She will be here before you know it. Prayers going out for you and her. :)

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Sorry I double posted on accident.

Tam said...

Oh my sweet girl...take a breath a regroup your thoughts darlin...
Princess will be fine...remember we do not just happen to fall pregnant...these babes choose us to be their parents..she chose you...out of millions, she waited for you..She will be perfect in everyway possible honey, she already is. You already love her so much there is nothing else that matters my sweet.
God doesn't give us anymore than we are capapble of handling my love...you already rock at being a mama to Ryker...now you get to shine being a mama to two awesome babes...
Honey just believe in yourself and all things are possible.
Love you...

oceans5 said...

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EatCrayons said...

Awwwww Chickie *hugs*
I know EXACTLY how you're feeling right now. You're right it is absolutely normal to have these worries, what kind of Mom would you be if you didn't have these concerns weighing on you, ya know? I drove my hubby NUTS each time I was pregnant with worry, and the constant 'What ifs?'I just could not relax at all. You are blessed, two great kiddos, and you're an awesome Momma. My prayers are with you guys in this exciting time. :)